My family has moved into our new home and we are trying to get settled in. On the first day I had the kitchen completely put away and cleane...

Perfectionism Coming Out

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My family has moved into our new home and we are trying to get settled in. On the first day I had the kitchen completely put away and cleaned, I had to, I would not have been able to function if the kitchen wasn't done.

4 days later, I am still slowly unpacking and trying to figure out where to put stuff. I do not just want to throw it into a cabinet, onto a shelf or up on a wall and then hate it later. I am methodically planning each and every move. Not really!! But I am thinking about it before I do it.

I am such a messy at heart that I have stuff scattered in every room, including my once clean kitchen. But I just do not know what to do with it yet!! One day there will be a perfectly clean corner, then the next day its cluttered again with items I am "thinking" about. Hopefully by the end of the week I will be done, but the messy in me will probably prevail.

If I had one question to ask God it would be, "How can you combine two completely opposite characteristics into one person."

Messy and perfectionism just do not go together. I am not an organized person at all, but I try so very hard!! I want to be organized!! There is a burning desire within me to get it done, but I just cannot do it, no matter how hard I try. It only lasts about a day then I have it all messed up again!!

Well, I am happy to be me, and the Lord loves me!! The only one I see complaining is my hubs!! Hehehe, guess he is just going to have to learn to deal with it just like I have!!!


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